I'm now halfway through my first two week wait in about 9 months. It sucks!
I try so hard not to dwell on all of the little symptoms. But as you all know it's SO hard not to! Am I tired because there's a baby growing in me or because I got like 4 hours of sleep Sunday night and it threw me off for the rest of the week? Is it because AF is on her way that I'm having so many food cravings, baby, or just random? Then there's the dreams. The day I ovulated I had a dream that I had a baby, actually saw HER face and knew her name. I've never had such a detailed dream about a baby. Is that a sign or a coincidence? Since then, I've had at least 3 nursing dreams. The last time I had nursing dreams was when I was pregnant. Coincidence?
One day I'm convinced I'm pregnant. The next day I'm convinced I'm not. Why do I think SO much about all of this? Why can't I just turn off my brain for once?
One more week of this......
The Grind
1 year ago
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I am hoping you are BFP! I am a couple of days behind you in the 2ww. I hate this in-between phase. Last month we were thinking we were BFP and I was so tired, with random twinges in the right area, and AF was a couple of days late - then the old girl finally showed up. I totally understand about the going back and forth and not being able to turn your brain off! It is so frustrating!!!
The wait is the absolute worst part of every cycle, isn't it? I'm thinking of you and hoping that your wait ends with a beautiful miracle. :)
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