Finally an Update

I've been a bad blogger. I'm sorry.

I took my Ovidrel shot on Saturday. I hate needles so even though this needle is so tiny, I was so afraid to get the shot. I think it was mostly because it was my hubby giving it to me and not a nurse. But he did a good job and it was painless. So that means that I should be ovulating today if I haven't already. I go on Friday for a progesterone blood test.

What would have been Matthew's due date is on Friday. I'm taking the day off work, just to have a day to myself. I'm not feeling too upset. Maybe it'll hit me more on Friday. It's just weird for me to think that I could have been bringing home a baby any day now. Instead of having a baby on Friday, I'm going in for a blood test to see if I even ovulated. My hubby is taking me out for dinner, along with my BF and her hubby, jut to acknowledge the day. What do you do on a would-have-been-due-date? Pretend that it's just a normal day? It isn't really. Make a big to do? I don't really want that. It's just a weird day. I'd kind of like to just skip over it.

I put my two weeks in at my job last Thursday. So my last two weeks of work are lining right up with my two week wait. I'm kind of looking forward to some time off. I may still get a part time job, just for the money. But whatever I do will be low key. I'm so thankful that we are in a position where I can do this.

My thoughts today are with Lisa who is finally going to be bringing her son home after a long journey. I am so excited for her.